Not a Very Happy Thanksgiving

So I'm in South Carolina with my family and I'm supposed to be having a great time but I feel miserable. I should be thinking about nothing more than this fried turkey we're going to go HAM on as soon as it comes out the frier but I can't. All I can think about are the problems I'm having with my boyfriend and the stupid essay I need for this scholarship. I've been working on this scholarship for a month, everything is prepped and ready except for my unwritten essay. I'm supposed to write about an outstanding, non-academic achievement that I've accomplished. Problem is I don't feel like anything I've done is outstanding. I feel under accomplished. Ugh this sucks bad and it means I'm doomed. :(