So sorry to repost this, but I accidentally deleted it while trying to delete a different journal of mine.
Okay, so I'd like some help.
How do I get over him?
I've liked him for three years, and I know it's not going to turn into anything.
I just want to yell to him
"Ya know what?
F*ck you.
You tell me I'm your favourite, and hold my hand, tell me my boyfriends don't deserve me, get so close I think you're about to kiss me, then you avoid me like the plague, a call or text wouldn't hurt when I haven't seen you in months.
I hope you hurt as much as I do."
But I can't. Every time he's around I just spew out things I know he likes, and that will get him to talk to me.
Funny thing is, the first time I met him he made me cry, I was scared and in 7th grade, starting a new school, I wasn't very good at volleyball, and my aunt's funeral was also that day. He told me I was a horrible volleyball player, and I should go back to my old school.
We became friends quickly though, he didn't mean it, he was joking and I didn't get his humor. He hugged me while I cried, and he let me tell him about my Aunt. He got an 'F' for the day.
The thing about him is he gives you false hope. We recently both went to the same party, he told me I was pretty, and held my hand, pulled me on top of him and told me I was his favourite, and lied with me during the movie.
Then he asked me for a friends number.
I was recently talking to his best friend, also one of my friends, and I finally admited to liking him, and he said he did notice him leading me on.
I just want to get over him. How do I do that?
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