Yes, I'm making it official this time. Whether my feelings will go away, I am unsure, but I'm no longer trying. She's made it clear she doesn't want to be with me, although she flirts with me all the d*mn time & I'm sick of making myself look like a fool. I've got to much dignity for that. I will do it no more, I am throwing in the towel.
Oh, and you wanna know something totally freaking awesome (this statement is dripping with red hot sarcasm), she lied about moving. First she said she wasn't sure when, and then she said three weeks, and then she said five days. She said she was moving across the d*mn country in five f*cking days. Do you realize how p*ssed off I am about this? Freaking seriously? Why would you lie about something like that? I really don't understand it. & all she's saying is sorry & that she doesn't know why she lied. ::roll: Ugh, whatever.
I'm not gonna hold a grudge against her, though. I still wanna be her friend if I can. I'm sure tomorrow shall be interesting. Oh gosh, I've got drama. ::facepalm: I hate that class so much.
I'm officially giving up.
November 30th, 2010 at 05:02am