Dying Another day

sitting here and telling you my life is perfect would be so easy but to tell the truth i know shit happens but i've seemed to have had lots of peoples amount of shit
today i felt like so many others that i was unimportant in this world i thought im allready dead inside why to make it true but it sucks to be me but so many people that i love i would be making them feel my pain for me i could never commit suicide although i do self harm its for a different reason. I seem like a well a typical emo and to be honest i am but thats who just me. Im in love with a day to remember, bring me the horizon, parkway drive, devil wears prada and marilyn manson. i self harm because its my way of copping with the nightmare that is my life. but it all added up today i really wanted to die more than ever but suicide is the easy way in the end i cope the way it helps knives and pens one day if it gets that bad i would commit suicide but for now im happier dying another day