Crazy (Just a little bit)

Okay I think I'm crazy.

I've written on here before I'm in love. Twice. And know here I am again, but it's different. I'm older and I hope wiser but I'm seriously thinking I'm not.

I'm with this new guy and he's 19 years older then me, most of the time acts like a 12 year old though. And It's just insane we live the other side of the world from each other, I;m just travelling here. And know I'm all cought up in this wirl wind romance. My aunt thinks I;m in love but looking over previous posts I'm thinking is it really love or just infatuation mixed in with lust. I'm so freaking confussed.

But here I am lying on his sofa waiting for him to come home from work.

Am I crazy or is this really what love is?

Merry Christmas

xoxo
Eb