what happened?

you have me at a lost for words. we used to talk all the time but now its like you don't even exist. did i do something wrong? please tell me if i did. i miss you soo much but i'll never tell you that. i am smiling on the outside but on the inside im breaking down. yes i know you have a girlfriend and that i used to be inlove with you but i'm over that. i just want to be friends with you. i'm in a really tough spot and i need you. i need your goofy smile to smile at me and tell me everything is going to be ok. please come back