I don't even know what's going on with myself; I set a goal and try to achieve it but usually end up short. Maybe I should stop doing that and just give myself a daily goal? I don't really know, I had all these plans for this week but nothing is working out like I thought it would.
I don't even know what the real thought behind it all is, but I am still trying. I wanna keep my writing going, but pretty much when someone asks for help I stop everything to help them out. I end up sometimes not doing what my friends expect of me and it makes me sad even though in ways I understand. I've been trying to figure this website crap out for days, and for some reason I always get a dang error.
My mom pretty much told me, we have no money for Christmas gifts and or are not being invited anywhere for Christmas. It occurred to me that a lot of my mom's family has died around Christmas, my grandpa died when I was like 5 and my grandma when I was 17. Seriously within days of each other, it was kind of freaky. Not to mention Jimmy Sullivan, which has effected my life in ways I never imagined.
Anyways I keep getting distracted from my updates, so that's what I'm going to go do.
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