Now I do as I please

Well, had a bit of a pessimist day today.

Considering the amount of alcohol I consumed, I am not surprised :L

So yeah, what is actually the point of life? I mean, you live, then you die. Why would you even bother trying to please people etc.

I spent all of last year studying for some stupid exams that won't ever affect my life in any way. I got straight A's, but it didn't make me happy.

When I finished them, I just completely let go. Beach parties everyday and non-stop drunkeness ;P

It was the best Summer of my life.

Yeah, I did some "immoral" things. I went a little bit Dorian Gray, I'll be the first to admit it.

But what annoys me is when people tell me what a bad person I am for it. The fact is, when I die, I die. There's no heaven (at least I'm pretty sure there's not) so why do I need to behave myself now, in the one life that I have?

From now on, I'm doing exactly what I want. Screw everyone else :)
December 28th, 2010 at 11:11pm