Not that any of you care

When I get my license this June, I'm going to drive to her house. I'm going to knock on her door and ask if she's home if she doesn't answer it herself. I'll say "Hey". From there I've contemplated what to do next and I've decided I won't give her time to say anything. I'll tell her exactly what I want to in one breath well talk so much that she can't get a defensive word in. Then I'll walk away to my car and without looking at her drive away.

And what I'll tell her is just this;

"I don't care how much I disgust you, how bitter you feel towards me. I don't see you as "the bad guy" or else I wouldn't be standing here saying this. I fucked up, I'll admit it. I'm sorry I was a shit friend to you when I should've been more patient with you and at least try to understand where you were coming from. What you said hurt me and what I said hurt you. We had a run in last year and what happened? We struck up conversation and laughed and smiled like nothing was wrong. Maybe you don't agree, I do miss you as a friend. Good luck with everything."

I want a camera and photoshop. <-- Random thought