Why..

I am so scared. She turned her life upside down. I tried to help her but she wouldn't let me. So I just left and I wasn't there for her. She needed me and I wasn't there. Now her life's a mess and I trail behind her picking up the pieces. She's pregnant and scared. She's addicted to all kinds of drugs. Why couldn't I be there for her? She moved 8 hours away from home to get help. She's lost, broken, and hurting. I just hope I can help her make it through. I love her so much. She's my best friend and I'm not with her. I miss her...
I miss the way she used to be. I miss the way she used to be happy....
I promised her that I would help and that's what I'm going to do. I'm going to help make her whole again. I will be there for her in every way I can every step of the way.