no ***ing way.

I'm just so fucking tired of everything.
no one likes me, not even my own parents.
they just wonder how they got such a fuck up for a daughter.
i'm not smart, i'm not talented, i'm not pretty(not that that matters)
all i do all day is sit around, i'm a computer addict, and nothing goes my way.

i used to be able to turn to mcr, because that was the only music that could make me feel better when i was sad, but now it just reminds me of what they used to be, and what they are now. and then i end up even worse off than before.

i just don't feel any reason to stay alive anymore.