Life lookback?

I was really bored (and tired), so as i was doing things on facebook, i thought, 'i cant believe that this person decided that they dont want to be my friend because of what started going on in my life. And they got my other friends to go along with it.' So i thought that maybe if i was heartless & tried not to be different, maybe they'd still be my friend and all, but i am NOT going to do that. If they wanted to be my friend, they'd have to take me as i come. i would never change who i was or who i came to be. Oh well, i might have lost eight or more friends in a span of a month when people around me started dying, and oh well, they dont know who i have become. I have 5 great friends who'll protect, love, and never leave me in my time of need.

And after my little thought of my past, i thought to myself. 'How lucky am i to have these five people in my life, when a lot of others dont give me a try. Very lucky.' & its true. I love my friends & we're literally like a family. Makes me happy to be alive. :)