What kind of a guy does this?

What kind of guy hurts you like this? What kind of guy is too stupid to realize what a jerk he's been to you? What kind of guy makes you cry? The one who's hurt you and made your life complicated? Fuck, what an idiot you've been. You've hurt her and all you keep doing is focusing on making things better but what you probably don't realize is you'll just fuck it up again. You've been a fool, you got too close to her. You kissed her when you should have held her. She needed a friend, not some lovesick guy chasing after her. She needs you to care about her, not going to her when you're sad. She needed you to hold her when she was holding you. What the hell dude? And you can't get over the fact that you hurt her, how insensitive you've been to her. Maybe you should try to care about her more instead of yourself. You've loved this girl for five years, loved, not like. You think you would be more caring. Sure, it feels amazing when you're holding her, i bet it does, and it feels like hell away from her. Just try to think about her more. You stupid, selfish, self-destructive asshole.
January 14th, 2011 at 04:49am