So angry.

I know, I know!
I've already posted and I know it upsets people when they post multiple times but I really need to vent this.

So, my best friend's friend, who I thought was a good friend of mine, dislikes me. Thoroughly.
She invited my bestie out today, and [we'll call her Q] said "Why not invite Vix?" and she says, "nahh it's cool." Her words exactly.

And then Q and her are out shopping and what-not, and apparently she called me spoilt, 'cos I buy expensive things, and buy things that I want.
[NB - Having a job is amazing. I bought myself a laptop, which I've craved for agggggges and I'm currently buying stuff I need for school. Is that spoilt? It's not like I asked for a laptop and I instantly got it from my 'rentals. I worked for it...]

See, I'm the type of person who hates being disliked. It really eats me up when people dislike me. I'll sit there and try to think about what I did to make her hate me so much, and then I'll start thinking, What if I'm just a horrible friend to Q and she just puts up with it?
And then that continues on to Oh my God, I'm a horrible person

So. Yeah. Kinda upset right now.

Sorry.
Vixan;xx
January 14th, 2011 at 10:44am