Can I Just Loose It Now?

It hurts every time I think about it. How did I let you go? You meant everything to me and now, where are you? I’m sure you knew of my feelings for you but why did you never say anything? Couldn’t you tell my heart was breaking? Couldn’t you just let me down hard so I could move on?

I’ve thought about you a lot recently. Nothing helps with that. After a year you are still fresh in my memory. Shouldn’t the pain go away by now? It should, just like you did.

Was it your goal to break my heart? If it was congratulations, you succeeded. Never again will it be the same. What’s the saying? Once burned twice shy? Yeah, that sounds right.

Do you still remember me? Probably not, I was just some naive young girl who fell for you. But what if you did? Would you stop me on the street or walk by like nothing happened?

Can you hear my heart breaking from your place? I hope not because that would mean you never cared.
January 14th, 2011 at 10:12pm