I was once an incredibly positive girl. I laughed, sparkled with courage and had dreams. Goals. Kinky, those you dream of on rainy saturdays. That brought me to smile . And "normal" dreams. School-leaving exam, medicine study. And something has happened. I don't know what. However, suddenly everything makes no difference to me. And suddenly I do not care.
Do you lose courage so easily? I don't know it. I want to find this girl again. And I know, damn, I am on the wrong way and now cannot give in and lose me. I have to hold on. But first I have to sleep.
But first I have to sleep!
January 15th, 2011 at 01:15am