Day 44 was hopeful

but as always ruined.

I woke up, I painted my nails I was talking with friends. A friend of mine invited me to the movies and the only thing going through my mind was; I hope no one who knows Tommy sees me and thinks I'm going out on a date with this kid.

I had a lot of fun, I haven't hung out with this kid in forever, we used to be friends Freshman year of high school and this is the second time we're hanging out since then - and I'm a freshman in college now.

I felt like I was having a good time, but I was helping friends with problems for the past two nights, and even though they're both having relationship issues they're still with their girlfriends - and my boyfriend and I have an argument ... not even an argument just a subtle misunderstanding and he breaks up with me out of no where. It's just not fair.