This is a message from your heart...

I wonder what happened to me. I used to be able to sit down and just write for hours and hours, completely forgetting about everything that was happening around me, no matter what it was.

I can never do that anymore. I miss it so much.

I really do wish I could go back to that time, even if it was one of the worst times of my life. It was a time when I really didn't know who I was, or what to do, and I was in so much pain, but I still miss it.

I didn't think it was possible to miss pain, I guess I was wrong.