..but you won't do the same

I'm on my phone so i don't think this will be a long one but i needed to write about it... i think the title explains slightly but basically i almost dumped my boyfriend who is now my ex for my friend because she liked him i wrote a poem about it (you should be holding her (ithink)) any way i proved i care for her feelings by doing that and she has proved to me many times, recently i have fancied this guy and my friend liked him to so i stepped down so she could be happy and now she rubs it in my face every time im round there i've proved that i would give up my happiness so she could be happy, and she has never said thank you i don't do it for something in return im sick of happiness it gets taken from me all the time im numb to everything and i give and show my love and get shit back... i don't even know who is reading this but don't end up like me i love you and i've never met you..
the people close to me too... i would die for you..but you won't do the same