It's Over.

...I don't even know what to say. It's only been 13 or so hours since we broke up but it feels like he's gone. We spent two and a half months trying to get together. And we finally did on November 23. We had a great time.

But now all this shit happened and we split apart.... Like... Fuck. I thought everything would be okay, I mean he's still around and we're still good buds but everything's still so different. It was hard stepping away from him. To pretend to not love him anymore.

I wonder what people will say when they all find out.

More importantly... Did I make the right choice...

I feel like crap. On the 23rd, it would've been us being together for two months. It doesn't seem like that long of a time.... But it was the best time I've had in a long time. even though I had gotten drunk, into a gazillion fights, and everything... I had fun. More than I should have,

I don't know what to do right now... I don't know how to get over this.