Writing for yourself | Rant kind of?

I always write for myself. Not for the readers or compliments or anything, I write because it's the only thing I'm good at and it helps me calm down when I'm upset. I write everyday in school. A new chapter of So Long, Marianne (I don't get to typing them everyday) and some stupid drabbles. It makes me feel better and gets my ~creative juices flowing.~ I don't understand people who don't. What's the fun of doing it just for the comments?

Now that that's out of the way, I haven't been getting any comments/reads/subs on So Long, Marianne. It's kinda bothering me because I really really like this story and I'm really proud of it, but I'm getting no feedback at all on how I can fix it. Basically the only person who is reading it continuously is Alex. It's not like I'm going to stop updating because no one's reading it or anything. This used to happen to me all the time, I just forgot how discouraging it can be.

Blah.

I almost broke my longest nail in gym today :c

What is this journal I need to stop making these stupid journals.
January 20th, 2011 at 05:40pm