misery business

Does everyone know that song, misery business by paramore? If not, you're weird. But that's kinda how I feel right now. I don't really have the person back but they're back. Know what I mean. I'm not sure how to feel about it though. Do I trust what they say? Or do I listen to my friends and don't. They're pissed off at him for what happened and i'm just plain confused. I'm not sure if I should completely let them back in my life. They were such a big part of it but then they were out of it for a long time and i went through a hard time and i'm not sure how to explain to them how i feel and what has happened.