Why am I listening to Nicki Minaj?

Blah. Love sucks.

So I'm trying to hold a conversationg with my boyfriend and he's just like 'meh.' and im like 'grr'. Well, those words weren't said, but you get my point. Then he's like "I can't talk to you right now" and I'm like: "Don't mind me, I'm just your girlfriend."
Then, like six hours later, he texts me saying like "Heyy <3" and I'm like "Hi"
Our legit conversation I'm taking from my cell:

Him: Heyy <3
Me: Hi
Him: What's up babe?
Me: nm.
Him: Are you mad?
Me: Ummm ya
Him: Why?
Me: Because you were acting like an ass earlier and expect me to act like it never happened
Him: I was just in a bad mood, stop taking things so seriously
**This is when I refused to answer**
10 minuted later:
Him: I love youuu <3333
Me: How are you going to tell me you love me after you treat me like shit?
Him: I was in a bad mood, babe, im sorry
Me: Well uv treated me like shit a lot lately and Im getting sick of it
Him: What do you expect me to do? I cant be with you all the time and its killing me. i love you so much and i dnt wanna lose you you know that
Me: I love you too


Ugh...this is a normal day for us. We always start off pissed at eachother in the morning and end up loving each other by the end of the night. It's been this way ever since he's moved away and I hate every minute of it. I love him so much and it's making everything complicated.

Whatever. I just thought I should get this out of my system.

WHY IS NICKI MINAJ'S RIGHT THRU ME PLAYING ON MY IPOD RIGHT NOW??

I can't even...

ugh.
January 23rd, 2011 at 04:05am