My life sucks...

Ugh, what can I say? My life really sucks right now..
Let's face it, nobody really understands me.. I'm known as the 'quiet' one. Seriously? I doubt I'm that quiet, it's just, I don't talk when it's not necessary. Why use something to its limits just because you have the privilege to? Not everybody has to talk all the time, its just there's nothing to talk about.

My friends don't get me, I mean I'm just different.. The loner.. Sigh, my life basically sucks.. My best friend is getting distanced away because of my emotional problems.. Maybe it's the hormones? Maturity is making my perspective of life really different. I feel so.. cold... I know I have extreme sensitivity, but why is my life so screwed up? Maybe God has a reason..

I'm starting to wonder why my friends are my friends.. My best friend is cold,(and such a bitch.)
My friends don't get me, plus, my life is so boring..

School's not a problem, I mean, it's not like I get bad marks, it's just school is becoming such a drag to go to. My social life needs fixing though.. I'm not very social; I prefer small groups over large ones. I'm starting to feel emo.. I know I said I despise people who call me emo, it's just I hate people who judge others by appearances, that's all. I feel so emotional all the time.
I really hate my life right now..

I can't understand my best friend, I mean first she's a total bitch, the next she's nice.. I mean, WTF? I guess it's hormones, but it's such a fucking pain..
Sigh, I won't ramble on and on about how my life sucks, so I will draw to a conclusion:

I will seal my heart shut so that it can't be broken, when it's not broken, it can't be mended..
It hurts even more when I fix my heart..
Who cares if it's broken, sure it hurts, but the feeling is usually only temporary..
But, I cannot LIVE to know that my heart gets mended, yet broken and shattering to more pieces, thus repeating the cycle.
It hurts to know that you're only gonna get hurt again anyway, yet it hurts more when nobody
really understands your situation..

But, I guess I should be considered lucky.. Many people in the world have problems way more advanced than mine. They have to work for food, but here I am, mourning over some crappy shit, which, compared to others, isn't the subject to fuss about. I should be damn lucky that I have all the needs and everything in my life is easily provided. But fuck, I feel so greedy for complaining about my life, when obviously, it hasn't been all that jazz for others..

Guess, I'd try to get my situation out.. And you know what? I feel much better than before.
So, thanks to the people who read this, although it was primarily just for me..
But, I thought to share my experience, or more like crisis, with the world.
You guys are officially the only ones on the planet, who now, truly understands me.
Thank you.