January 27th, Thursday - Confuzzled

Maybe it's because I'm a girl that I have mixed feelings for this guy...
But I have crushes on kids all the time. How Do I know the difference between having a crush and having real feelings for someone?

I meet kids online everyday on Mibba and I think to myself (all the time) "Boy, this kid's cute" or "Gosh! I'm jealous" or "OMG! HE'S SO HOT!"

... And then I feel guilty for even crushing on these people. 'Cuz what happens if the guy that I crush on has feelings for me too? What then?

I need you guys to help me out. Any true readers out there or friends of mine, just willing to help me out, at least answer this one question: How do I know if he likes me or not?

What do I do?

I'm so confused half the time. I do stupid stuff all the time. I do things that I believe are just awesome 'cuz their just crazy enough to get a good laugh out of it or whatever...Does anyone understand me? Am I making sense for some of you?

I'm not sure about anything right now, which is probably why I give people mixed signals all the time. I'm not sure if I should give this kid a chance or not...

...

Well, I guess I'm going to have to end off here.

I just have nothing else left to say...