It is not a usual occurrence that I will admit to anyone other than him that my emotional levels have risen to a connection of love, but it seems that whether I like it or not, that is not changing. However, since she has started hating me for my love, it seems everyone else has to.
I didn't think it was possible to be lonely when you have your soul mate in your life. Do not get me wrong, I love him. I don't regret her hating me because of that, either. I would choose him over anyone, even myself. But I miss having a best friend. A female companion that I can share girly topics with.
It makes me feel absolutely pathetic.
What happened to doing it for myself?
January 31st, 2011 at 03:02am