Sorry for the last Journal

Sorry for the last journal..

I was really tired and I was just spilling out stuff..
I'm not really in the shape I should be in.
Alot of things isn't right and everything is just hard to deal with..

and I know hes married and I know I'm not in love with him

You can't be in love with someone you haven't meet..
I didn't really remeber that I had writen that journal..

I know that that doesn't really make me less scary..

So sorry if I made someone upset or anything

like I saud I'm not in the shape I should be in ..

Please forgive me..

oxox Bonnie