I'm really sick of this... I just don't know what to do.

So all I can think about lately is how my boyfriend is in rehab. I just got off the phone with him and we touched on a VERY important subject lightly but didn't go into full detail about it.

He's coming back in 3 weeks but he doesn't want to live with his grandma anymore. He really doesn't have any other place to go other than Battleground with his meth addict mom or Alaska and he doesn't want to go to either.

He wants to move out pretty much because he STILL wants to smoke weed. Which is so effing dumb. I wish I didn't have to censor myself because it really is EFFING DUMB. He's already in rehab!

We've been together for 6 months now and I do NOT want to break up with him but he says he's just going to move in with a friend and only smoke weed occasionally.

I don't want him to smoke weed and I think moving in with a friend (one who probably smokes a lot) won't help him. He's already at high risk for addiction because he comes from a family of addicts and rehab isn't working.

I don't know if I can be with someone this complicated! If he moves out...then I think I'll have to break up with him because I don't want to be the one thing he falls back on repeatedly. I never know what's going on in his head!

This really is becoming too much for me. When he comes back I think it's either he quits completely...or I leave him.

I'd feel bad making him choose but I'm absoloutely miserable right now being almost stuck in this relationship that can't move forward because of drugs. I'm so tired of this. I don't know what he's going to do and I don't know where he's going to end up. His counselors are telling him that I might leave him if he keeps smoking but nothing is getting through to him.

I guess I need to confront him at some point...preferably our next 10 minute phone call.

This sucks.