Just Joined

So i've just joined Mibba five minutes ago. :D i dont really get how half this stuff works but i'm gonna give it a try. if any of you could help me understand this website, it would be helpful. thanks :D xx

ok so it's short. i'll brief you on what's happened today (will tell u about myself later)
sooooo umm toodayy was pretty crap. i mean like, it was ok. but like, everyone just gets under my skin sometimes, you know? it's because i spent almost a year with a group that were terrible for me, and i just feel like because of how they've alienated me, i'm like half a person. i just feel so depressed now all the time, and i dont like it because usually i'm a happy person :( i just wish i could go back to the old me. it just depresses me because i've been told so many times over by everyone that i'm really pretty and stuff but guys pay attention to the 'happier' girls even if they're not pretty and before they used to pay attention to me. but now since i'm not happy all the time, they like the happier girls more. which is depressing. sooooo yeah :/ i just wishwishwish i could leave this stupid place and start a new life. but i still have another four years :'( Xxxxx