So I'm pretty much jealous of my best friend. Awesome.

This is Sam because my account got deleted, and I needed somewhere to ramble about my problems.
So I was staring at the mirror today while standing with one of my best friends. This got me thinking. Can I do anything she can do? She can tumble, cheer, amazing at pageants, pretty, skinny, HAS BOOBS, she can draw & write like no ones business (our English & art teacher told her they are jealous of her work), and she can get anyone she wants. What do I get? I can tumble and cheer okay, I can at least get 7th place in pageants (on good days), I'm ugly, I'm fat, flat-chested, I can't  draw or write, and I'm lucky I have one guy talk to me. Is there something wrong with me? Or is she the one person who is perfect? I know the saying "nobody is perfect" but is she nobody? Or she is that imperfect that she's perfect? 
I feel worthless standing next to her. Help me?
February 16th, 2011 at 05:26am