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some people in this world are just unhappy people. They can never be happy because they choose to be miserable. Even if your appearance may not be ideal it seems to me that it does not entitle you to just self loathe in that and lash out whenever you deem necessary. People who cannot be happy or show any kind of joy unless it is sarcastic are not ever truly happy. Looking at you as a person are you happy with the person who stands in front of you? I can see that you are sad and lonely but instead of accepting it, or trying to overcome it, you cover it with a layer of hate and animosity. What will happen to you? As you grow older becoming more angry and hateful. Who will take care of you? Love you? Care about you? The way I see it the more animosity you spread the farther people will run until you are alone. You isolate yourself because you hate yourself and that I understand perfectly. So have a life, a good one? I am not so sure. But you can always change and reach out and choose to be happy and never be lonely again but it starts with you.