I think I have a problem...

I'm writing This while I'm laying in bed with my Droid.
And I think there is something wrong with me. I don't get why I keep feeling like this, like I can't talk to anyone. Like I'm being pulled under and I can't break through the ice that has frozen above me. Is this depression? Is there something wrong with me?

Why do I always feel like I want to slide down a wall and Just ball my eyes out. Why does it feel like I should put on a fake smile?

I don't get why I'm questioning these things. Or battleing these things. Something has got to be wrong with me. Because I'm pretty sure this isn't normal for me to feel this way

I think I should stop dwelling and stop writing this.

Xoxo - Cassandra