I am a coward.

First ---> So all a need to do is get a job right? No first i need to get over the fact that i sucked at my first interview and that their not all going to be that bad.

Second ---> So all i need to do is help my dad right? No cause if i do i will never tell him no and that what i really wanna do is move out on my own somewhere.

Third ---> So all i do is make excuses? yes, will i stop to actually accomplish what needs to be done? probably not, so how do i motivate myself to do what needs to be done?