Today, March 3, 2011

I woke up siming. But that was short lived when i realized that it was just a dream. I went to school and got jumped (long story). I thought about her more today. This time it was about if she had moved on. So i cried. In gym, me and two of my friends did parkor. Then I was talking to my friend Nick about her and it made me even more sad... I just wish everything would go back to the way it was :'(. I read her notes she wrote me everyday. The way they smell and what she wrote in them it all makes my life worth living again.

(side note): Very few people know this but before she came into my life, that very day I met her i was going to kill myself, but the happiness she brought me that day just made go on for a little longer.
March 4th, 2011 at 12:28am