I was crying and it was all Ryan Ross's fault

Sooo.... You're probably like: 'Whut's up with the tittle, dude?' so I'll explain.

http://yermomlikewhoa.livejournal.com/39853.html?thread=1100973#t1100973

http://yermomlikewhoa.livejournal.com/39072.html?thread=1077152#t1077152

http://yermomlikewhoa.livejournal.com/41147.html?thread=1149115#t1149115

http://yermomlikewhoa.livejournal.com/38681.html?thread=1061913#t1061913

http://yermomlikewhoa.livejournal.com/45781.html?thread=1439445#t1439445

http://yermomlikewhoa.livejournal.com/44174.html?thread=1360014#t1360014

http://yermomlikewhoa.livejournal.com/47373.html?thread=1545485#t1545485

http://yermomlikewhoa.livejournal.com/50996.html?thread=1905460#t1905460

http://yermomlikewhoa.livejournal.com/50699.html?thread=1868299#t1868299

http://yermomlikewhoa.livejournal.com/50410.html?thread=1801194#t1801194

http://yermomlikewhoa.livejournal.com/52943.html?thread=2090191#t2090191

See those? Those are links to some of Ryan Ross's ex girlfriend's posts on livejournal. If you look at these posts they all have comments with Ryan stalking her. Pretty entertaining.

Keep in mind that they're all from 2004.

My favorite thing about them is that Ryan talks about 'his band' (PANIC! :D) and a few of them include things like 'Yeah, if we ever get famous' and stuff. Ah, Ryan Ross from the past....you have no idea.

But well... I just got... A tad emotional reading them.

Those we're written before Panic! was famous.

Before Ryan Ross cheated on Keltie on her birthday.

Before they took the '!' out of Panic.

Before the phase where they all stopped talking.

....Before Panic! At the Disco split.

Apparently it got to me a bit.

I'm listening to dubstep to regain my composure, because God knows if I listened to Panic! I might practically have a breakdown.

By the way.... Ryan was[is?] a MCR fan!

http://community.livejournal.com/chemicalromance/96360.html

I love his awkwardness :3
Apparently even back then Ryan was quite the ladies man.

Also, this was a post on his livejournal:

whisper babe..i'm as good as it gets in this town.whisper babe..i'm a fever you can't sweat out. these are my deepest thoughts and secrets under a microscope or under a spotlight.forgive me if i'm not quite ready to give them to you.it's just such a different feeling..when i see you smiling and singing back to me,i'm still playing different pictures in my head that aren't so pleasant.i'm doing my best...

Call me suspicious, but this really does seem to refer to Brendon. Maybe not, but whatever.

From what I've read a lot of his posts are very intense, but since his livejournal is deleted I haven't read them.

All of this I've gotten from:
http://community.livejournal.com/ohnotheydidnt/11915219.html?thread=1361326291#t1361326291
http://repulsive-x.livejournal.com/28346.html

I just thought I would share this, since it somewhat fascinated me.

Farewell
?Maddie

P.S. I feel kinda creepy.... I mean, I just wrote a whole f*cking journal about Ryan Ross. >.<