Personal Secrets .1

I've never done this sort of thing but I figured why not?
So here I try.

Secret Number One:

I'm sure this wont sound new, or that I should really be saying anything,
Whether I'm the only one or not. But here it goes.

I'm currently sixteen years old.
I am a high school drop out.

But that's not what I'm going to say,
my secret of today is

I am sixteen and I cant remember a truthful honest to God
happy memory from my childhood.

Maybe its nothing,
maybe its a little pathetic.

But every time I try to remember a happy moment in my childhood/life.

I'm stumped.
I may not have the best memory now, but I know what a happy childhood is.

Its everything Ive never had.