Today, March 9, 2011

So today was good. I spend all day thinking about her and that I missed her and wanted to be with her. But i feel guilty. I feel like I'm smothering her and I don't want to mess this up again. But its just I love her so much and with all my heart. I just want to show her that I love her and that I'm willing to do anything for her. I want to always be honest with her and never lie. I want to always be there for her. I just want her to know how much I care and that I hope and pray that someday I will finally get to say "I do" and mean it with all my heart. I want to give her everything. I want her happy. And I'm being to paranoide, not of her, but of myself. I don't want to say the wrong thing and her be mad at me. But I trust her, and I know she loves and trusts me. And I love how she always picks on me and I somtimes pick on her back. I just can't help but smile. Most of all I know that I get on her nerves somtimes and yet she still stays with me...and I couldn't be happier. Im in love, plaine and simple, Im in love with this wonderful, beautiful girl and I wouldn't have it any other way.