Trusting Lies

Have you ever spent what felt like your whole life believing in something, only to find out it's all been a lie? The minute you figure it out, you can't even begin to imagine what to do next. All you want to do is crawl up into a little ball and cry your eyes out, lock yourself into a room and trash it; break everything in sight. You want to make those things look how you feel: broken. Completely and utterly broken. How do you deal with it? How do you move on?

I know, I know, everything happens for a reason, we all move on, it's a part of life. I get it. But why does it have to hurt so much when you find out the person you've been in love with for a really long time has been a complete fake, a complete lie? I know, I know, I'm still young. But that doesn't mean it hurts any less.