It's a sickening feeling when...

you realize that crying doesn't help anything, the hopelessness is too overwhelming and the only thing to do is sit there and cry...knowing it's not going to help anything...
it's never going to fill up the emptiness you feel inside.
No matter what you do you can't change a thing and you just have to wait...
wait and wait and wait.

it hurts too bad to describe and I need a miracle...I need someone.
I need a solution. I don't want to talk about it anymore...I want action.
I want to fix myself, I don't want to feel like this anymore.
I don't want to feel hopeless, I want it to be okay.............