Ana Ana Ana

Can I just say that some days I really just want to eat the whole damn world?

But no. Can't do that.

It's weird, you know. You can't imagine what it's like to literally be frightened to eat something. All I can think about is what it's going to do to me and I just can't... it's so hard to explain. It feels like I just started it one day almost without having to think about it. I just remember starting to notice calories more and more and then people telling me I was looking nicer. I didn't even think I was that thin?

No one believes that I'm trying. I am, honest to the gods above. I want to fix this, but... I just can't. Oh, I'm so hypocritical. >.<

Currently, I weigh 102. And the one thing that's on my mind is "Why can't I make it to double digits?" Ridiculous, isn't it?

My mom keeps trying to be more apart of my life and my dad... god... he's now trying to be home less than usual.

Oh, but whatever. Enough with my babbling.

On a side note:
How is everyone?
What's crackin'?
and I hope you're doing fabulous. (:

-MK