i love him so much how could i lose him

friday was a good day until 7th period in school me and my boyfreind broke up i was so sad i didnt know what i was going to do i cant live with out him i love him so much he was i thought about my whole weekend and when i thought about him i cried i love him so much i still dont know what to do i would do anything to have him back in my arms again but i know that it will never happen i know that he loves me to but it just had to come to a end but i regret makeing that disishion i love him so much i want him back i would do anything in the worl to have him back