HURT LIKE SATAN

Hello.

Waiting for my mom to fall asleep so I can go out and smoke.
Cant smoke when mom is awake or at home. If she see me with a cigarette in my mouth, she'll take ALL of my money.

I know its dumb of me to smoke. But I just cant stop, I don't want to stop. It makes me calm down and think about other stuff. And that's what I need, I need to think about something other than the thoughts I have when I'm not smoking. If you know what I mean....
Anyway, I'm turning 18 in November the 9Th. Then I'm allowed to smoke as much as I want!

I'm gonna stop writing about that now. Sorry for that!

This Monday I got my left ear pierced. With a needle. Thought it was gonna HURT LIKE SATAN. ;D
But it didn't! My friend was very good at it, for doing it her first time! And it looks really good, no infection or anything!

Well I'm gonna go and see it my mom is asleep yet!
Bye

-J