ermmm...HI

Journal Entry…whatever number this is.
March 24, 2011 (or is it the 25th yet?)

Heyy guys Im officially out of therapy! At least until next winter. So apparently I have seasonal effective disorder;; aka winter makes me depressed =/
I just feel like writing a journal entry since I haven’t in so long and I kinda miss it. It’s pretty much my diary except online where my parents can’t find it anywhere. Feelin badass now, huh? Definitely. So unless you want to hear me ramble on about different shit, I advise you exit the page to something more meaningful.

I know I seem like the average dope about relationships, but I think sometimes guys just can’t see the person right in front of them. So yes. Theres this guy I like your typical, average, ordinary, BORING phrase. I guess I’ve liked him for a while, but he’s caught up in other girls that’ll smoke pot with him and give him whatever they want. The sluts, skanks, hoes. I wish he stopped drinking. Smoking. Fucking.

Your probably thinking ‘what chance does she have, he doesn’t even know you’re alive’. Yes. Your right. And no, your wrong. We talk everyday in class. I make him laugh and vice versa. Sometimes we talk about him&his slut bags, I try to help him out with them. He listens. Gets the girl. Loses her. Gets another. Exedra.

No way I’m going to lose our friendship by saying “Hey. I kinda liked your for….well….ever.” No. Never. So.

What to do?