March 29, 2011

I’m exhausted, and even though I know what today brings I can’t bring myself to sleep. I know that doing so won’t fix anything. I’ll still be exhausted, and sleeping will only cause panic, and distress. The nightmares have come back, I don’t know how to stop them. Nothing puts them at ease. I fear that I’ll forever be imprisoned in my mind, not only when I’m awake, but also while I’m asleep. People can try and help me, but they will never be able to stop them. Stop him. He’ll always be there, to haunt me, and hurt me. Even in death