For my little sister... I hope that karma will bite you in the ass.

I had given all I could to her, I protected her the best I could, I mean that's what you are supposed to do when you are a big sister right? Loving and protecting her and how did you thanks me....

By telling me you hate me and my personality repulse you, that I'm a bad mother for my son and that I am nothing at all.

But you are oh so perfect right?
So perfect when you make our mother cry at night because you just told her you wanted to die or because you cut yourself so you can feel better, or that you drank your pain away.

You just doesn't care about the people who loves you or care about you, I think you are lost and that you lost it when you started taking drugs.

Did you care at all when the hospital called mom telling her that her little baby fainted in the middle of the street and end up in the hospital for taking too much drugs, did you care at all that mom almost die of a heart attack that night???!!!

No all you care is you and just you.

I don't understand my little sister anymore
and it's scared me cause I don't know who you are anymore
and I don't know how to bring you back.