My dog, Belle

Have you ever had a pet that was there your whole life and then was gone . Just minuets ago my mom and dad left to take my dog, Belle, to the animal shelter to put her asleep. God...I feel horibal. As soon as they left,I started crying and sobbing. Now, I have my music on, writing down now what I'm thinking of. She 's a black and white border collie we got months after i was born, fifteen years ago. She has one blue eye, and one brown eye. I remember years ago when she had more energy we would play catch with a tennis ball. She was always so smart.She even as a puppy, never used our house as a toilet. I was told by my parents that when I was a baby, I was on a swing.Belle saw and ran to me barking. She then started pulling on my dieper ,tyring to get me off of the swing.