Hello heartbreak, Hello breakdown, Hello........

My heart can stop beating now.
maybe it will change how I feel.
Maybe it will take away my feelings.

But its not right now.

My heart may has well been ripped out, thrown on the ground and danced on as a sacrifice.
I feel bad for the things i think on a certain subject, but I can't help i because I want them to happen.

what I just found out?
I PRAYED wouldn't happen.
and The thought of it happened made me cry.

and it just happened......
and I'm crying.

Now i know the feeling.
And i feel like a B****
I did that to someone
and now they are happy and look at me?
Miserable.

Hello breakdown.