Fears.

My greatest fear you ask? Lack of control, I cannot stand not being in control. Whether it be physical or mental control over myself or someone else, I can't be dominated. Perhaps that's where I get the personality from. The confident, non-caring strong one. Simply to induce my dominance on others simply with the way I act. The truth is, I'm terrified. Terrified of losing control over my own psyche, because I know. When that happens, all hell will break lose. When I finally give in to the horrors of my own mind.. that's when my life ends.
I know that recently, they've been present much more, simply to suppress the emotional turbulence speeding around my mind. So i don't say or do anything stupid. The fact of the matter is, my greatest fear is slowly becoming true. I am gradually losing control, and I'm sure if you look hard enough. You'll see the cracks beginning to show through.