Stress

Stress has been a big part of this semester.
Made not telling me whats going on
breaking up and getting back with andre
failing 3 classes
trying to get a job
trying to get a licence
might be a teen mom
there is so much in my life right now.
im trying to pick up the pieces but it seems when i am so close to getting them all i trip and it all slats on the floor.
maybe i should just quit trying and see how that turns out for me
but that seems scary. i could just loose myself and make thing 10 times worse. i dont know what to do. life is just crazy. i guess all i can do is hope that things can get better. it seems just last month everything was perfect.
now my world is shattering so fast!
iv contimplated suicide a time or 2
but that sounds silly
things will get better
i just wonder when?