What a day!!! What a flippin sh*tty day! First I hear that my mother is having health problems, then tonight, disaster strikes. Lightning strikes and the thunder rolls. Bad things happen in 3's. My cousin, who raised like a brother to me, because he didn't have a father around so my dad stepped in. Well, he had baby boy on the way, due May 13th, but tonight Shauntelle's baby died. They will do a C'section at 10 in the morning. When he called earlier, I had to go. I love him, and he needed me. Just got home a few minutes ago. Drove home from Texarkana in one heck of a storm. My car was attacked by golf sized hail.
I feel so bad for Jace and Shauntelle, I have been through this, and it is so hard. But, I don't think I will be able to make myself go back to the hospital tomorrow. I delivered a dead baby myself. Tonight opened old wounds. Scar tissue never goes away. I wish it would sometimes. I wish I could block out that time frame. I'll have to attend the funeral, and I'm sure I'll be hysterical. Why, oh, why, do bad things happen to good people?
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